03 October, 2013

My Ineffable Emotion

Where do I start...           start with my heart,
Without stopping            without stopping....
To kiss you.                        ..if only
I love you                            one & only..
Like wildfire.                   set this world ablaze..
                                  

I might think                                    
I was making it up
If it weren't for
Your entirety.
I cannot fathom
The depths
Of your recognition
Resurrected.
sweet heart,
i miss 
knowing.. all your secrets.

i listen, .. 
...there is no 
incoming.

nothing at all to hear.

our words, 
the only gift-- we can afford.
never hold it back 
on me, 
and my share-- 
i dare 
to doubt..
and it rises up
and pulls me down
and i don't believe you anymore

Sweethearts
Since the dawn
Of time
Of space
Of oceanic solution.
Here we are....
Found again.
Astonished.

how..to be loved by you
to be close.. 
close enough to feel, 
your fire,
giving it unto me..
slow,
but deep..

bury us deep..
let me hide inside...


Lights at night
What's it like
Watching us writhe
Down here apart
While you zip across
Strangers  on high
Family from the stars
Lift us up
Because we are.



I am dreaming
This is a dream 
Life.. You are the illusion ..
Tell me now
How can I be asleep 
If I am already dreaming

Tell me why
Still 
I yearn 
for my bed 
Every night's end,

To sleep..
Perchance to dream
..
Quest to find 
the dreams within each other 
Waking moments
Scattered like rain over the Nile 
Stingyly   



l


01 October, 2013

other too

About the others,
Do they know?
Have they felt?
Are they real?

....i think of them
and wish
the same for them
as i wish for us


.......forever falling, from under to above




touch me right now...



Brushing hair aside


...touch me again

Lightly across your neck

hear me..
 breath for you..
listen..

touch me once again
Feel me upon you
Sweeping your expanse
Undone
Frozen in warm time
i feel you..
on me.. 
i feel,
how you heal me..
my love,...i'm dying of thirst..
please.. please, touch me again..

Wrapping around your anatomy
Quivers grasp
At whatever can hold
Between the sheet folds
Rolled up around you 
my body, your universe-
express your deepest secrets
on my forever burning skin
with your lips..
mmm... i can feel it..
we can recreate our gods-
with your fingertips..
touch me.
deeper now my love,


Truth bursting through you 
Breathing hot spells 
Fell to the floor 
fell & falling still from under to above
almost there my love







Omg wtf

i miss singing on the edge of a nebula
hear the music echo
come back to me
I remember wings on the edge of your shoulders
See the sky follow
Come back to me
we are forever separating from each other
the space between us is a lie
come back to me 
Lost in space


Afloat in your presence
Early thirties
Finally arrived
lost in a brilliant lie
you and i
is this the middle of the tale
or are we reaching an end

i want to begin with you, again

I love you
Where ever
Did you come from? 
i love you..
where ever did you go?
you belong to me
& i am from you


We must be out of our minds
Into our hearts
Back to our senses
Full circle 
why else would your words
shift me like this..
shake my entire world
like that..
we must be out of our minds
& our minds must be out of us
Life deprivation 
Love cloud-hidden
Whereabouts unknown
Until now 
god, the existential frustration..
i seek your peace and love
my twin flame, my mate
you are my eternal intention
i wither as i wait
How is it so?
So much
Mine
Yours
Ours



i don't know...